Selasa, 04 Februari 2014

THE CAR



Yeay.. new car has arrived!
All praise be to alloh.. finnaly, alloh allow us to have the car. This is one of our dream. Our? Is there still “our”? aahh.. whatever.. let it be.  back to the car, this car dedicate for our beloved children, coz mom and dad love you all. We want to cover you from rain, heat and pain. No matter what happened to us, you all have to be happy.

Sitting inside the car, beside him. Seeing his face from the mirror.. oo dear god, i know he’s happy having the car. And i am happy enough seeing him happy. That’s all...  this is our dream hun, can’t believe it finnaly happen. I mean.. it’s not about the money to afford it. I know we can absolutely afford it. But, the car represent us. It’s gonna be your pride hun. I dont need to worry about the rain anymore. You’ll be safe inside it. None can under estimate you. Well.. i know exactly what people usually say about  “man and his ride”  and i’m sure u are proud of it.

Tonight, he picked me at the office. Something that he didn’t do recently coz i knew whom he picking up. :’( I remember how he always pick me after work. Then we go to some place for dinner and do the small talk. Talking about the day, about us.. than go home, meet the children... aahh.. i miss that moment... and when he often have an excuse for not picking me, i know where he is.  But tonight, he picked me again. He wanted me to be the first who sit beside him in the car. It was surprising me. I didn’t know that the car will come this soon. 

Arriving home, children saw the car. They were so happy. I could see mas bayu’s happy face. And de’ bara.. you know what? That little boy went inside it and wanted to sleep in. Hahahahaa... bara is always love the car. He likes travelling by car ever since he was baby. We took him to cianjur when he was 3 months old and he looked enjoy it! 

I text a message to my friend. I said to her, we have the car. My children happy, my husband happy and i am happy for them. Than she told me, “ i want you to be happy too”
Hmm... nothing could i reply. I just said to my self, i believe someday God the Almighty will give me that happiness, someday.. someway.. i trust HIM.