Yeay.. new car has arrived!
All praise be to alloh.. finnaly, alloh allow us to have the
car. This is one of our dream. Our? Is there still “our”? aahh.. whatever.. let
it be. back to the car, this car
dedicate for our beloved children, coz mom and dad love you all. We want to
cover you from rain, heat and pain. No matter what happened to us, you all have
to be happy.
Sitting inside the car, beside him. Seeing his face from the
mirror.. oo dear god, i know he’s happy having the car. And i am happy enough
seeing him happy. That’s all... this is
our dream hun, can’t believe it finnaly happen. I mean.. it’s not about the
money to afford it. I know we can absolutely afford it. But, the car represent
us. It’s gonna be your pride hun. I dont need to worry about the rain anymore. You’ll
be safe inside it. None can under estimate you. Well.. i know exactly what
people usually say about “man and his
ride” and i’m sure u are proud of it.
Tonight, he picked me at the office. Something that he didn’t
do recently coz i knew whom he picking up. :’( I remember how he always pick me
after work. Then we go to some place for dinner and do the small talk. Talking about
the day, about us.. than go home, meet the children... aahh.. i miss that
moment... and when he often have an excuse for not picking me, i know where he
is. But tonight, he picked me again. He wanted
me to be the first who sit beside him in the car. It was surprising me. I didn’t
know that the car will come this soon.
Arriving home, children saw the car. They were so happy. I could
see mas bayu’s happy face. And de’ bara.. you know what? That little boy went
inside it and wanted to sleep in. Hahahahaa... bara is always love the car. He likes
travelling by car ever since he was baby. We took him to cianjur when he was 3
months old and he looked enjoy it!
I text a message to my friend. I said to her, we have the
car. My children happy, my husband happy and i am happy for them. Than she told
me, “ i want you to be happy too”
Hmm... nothing could i reply. I just said to my self, i
believe someday God the Almighty will give me that happiness, someday..
someway.. i trust HIM.